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the life and times of a traveling circus freak. archives about me Trois Ponts: A Personal Site Writer's Blog Cineblog The Blog What I Read Sunday, April 18, 2004 Well, not that anyone gives a fuck, but I'm back! and I'm far from better than ever. Shit. Portland's cold. And rainy. And gloomy as a mother. And I love it. No ugly palm trees- they've even got cherry blossoms here- and no smog. My allergies are still killing me, but that's a small price to pay. I do miss LA, though. You never really know what home is until you leave. I went back there to visit Mom and we went to the Beverly Center. We'd been there countless times before and while it was always an awkward experience for me, this time, my Mom said I looked like an alien who'd just landed on earth. I looked out of it. And that's exactly how I felt. I haven't seen my family and friends in many months and it's just been Jon and I this whole time. We are seriously in need of some familiar faces around us. As far as Portland goes, it's fun. Its new. It's a change of fucking scenery and I'm loving it. So far. I work at another place now. Administrative Clerical Bullshit, but it leaves my weekends free and I can go to the dentist to get my wisdom teeth removed at a reasonable cost now. Here's a funny joke.... Why can't you get a decent blowjob in California anymore? Give up? Because all the cocksuckers moved to Oregon. posted by Mayumi 2:43 AM Saturday, November 08, 2003 I'm moving to Portland, Oregon to work in a new porn shop in nearby Beaverton with my boyfriend this Friday. That's right, I'm packing it in, gonna shake the dust off this dirty old town and start fresh in the city of Fugitives and Refugees, the city that brought us Bong Water, Chuck Palahniuck, and Katherine Dunne. I'll post again when I'm settled. posted by Mayumi 9:32 PM Friday, September 26, 2003 Fuck Hollywood! Got a ticket for drinking in public last Friday in Hollywood right before the Discharge show. What a fucking inconvenience. Called the courthouse today and to my great relief, found that I don't have to appear in court, I canjust send a check for 110 bones that bottle Guinness set me back. September 19th will forever glue itself onto my memory as my boyfriend's birthday, and the day I popped my misdemeanor cherry. In any case, once the goddamn ticket's paid off, my "record" will be wiped clean. Fuck bitches in blue and fuck Hollywood. Of all the crackheads and slammers cruising down the Blvd., the pigs had to harrass a harmless young lush who hadn't even gotten a proper buzz on yet. But I tell ya, that night, I had the angriest sex which made the whole ordeal worthwhile. posted by Mayumi 1:43 PM Wednesday, September 17, 2003 The Divine Ms. M, a friend I've known since high school days is worried she may be "up the stick" and is afraid to get herself a pregnancy test. Shit, I would be, too. So anyway, she's been drinking heavily, playing soccer real hard, smoking dope, basically anything to kill whatever it is (or isn't) inside her. My advice to her was to get the damn test and find out before she not only kills whatever is growing (or not) in her belly, but also herself. This girl's got her share of troubles, so I don't push. Truth be told, I keep telling myself, "better her than me." I have made an appointment at the female clinic to get the Depo shot. I was thinking pills, but this way, I don't have to worry about remembering to take it. Responsible sex. What the fuck is that, anyway? Is it putting on a rubber? Is it doing it with someone you think you love? Is it something more than that? I've only been sexually active for the past since month and a half. Before that, I was a prude- ashamed of my body, ashamed of my sexuality, ashamed and embarrassed of exposing myself to anyone else. I suppose this post makes me sound like a hussy, but I know who I am, and I say a digital "fuck you" to anyone dumb enough to honestly believe that the sum total of a human being can be found in the contents of a weblog. I hope my friend will be okay. If not, better her than me. posted by Mayumi 6:46 PM Monday, September 15, 2003 I've got a roll of film I need to get developed this week. Before His birthday, I need those photos developed. There is one problem, though; a fly in the ointment. Inside said roll of film, there are tastefully erotic photos of your's truly in a swank hotel room in West LA. I am not ashamed of this, nor am I ashamed of anything else I did that night, over and over and over and over and over again. What I don't particularly need is some pimple-faced photo guy handing me the just-developed roll of film with a smirk on his face and a wood in his pants. But I absolutely need one of the photos in that roll. Last week, He and I went down to the Beverly Hills Library and had the opportunity (after waiting for hours) to meet and have our books signed by Chuck Palahniuk (author of Fight Club, Lullaby, Choke, Survivor, et. al) and I want that photo from the book signing. It's part of my overall birthday gift to Him. I also got him 'A Million Little Pieces," by James Frey, and 'Less than Zero,' by Bret Easton Ellis. posted by Mayumi 5:52 PM Friday, September 12, 2003 I abhor bitchiness, I absolutely hate it- especially when it is directed at other women. I hate the fact that there are dumb broads out there who think that they are respectable because they're prudes. I hate that these dumb broads look down upon women who are not afraid of their sexuality. If they'd get the vibrator out of their twats for a minute and stop being so uptight about shit, maybe they'd understand that sex is (can be, if properly done) fun for women, too. It's a two way street and lots of times, a girl thinks sex sucks because she's uptight about a)making lots of noise, b)letting someone see her naked, or c)porking in a different position. There's a real simple solution to all this. Forget missionary. It's lame. It's tame. It doesn't get the job done. posted by Mayumi 5:02 PM 
I am Tender Branson. Take the "Which Chuck character am I? Quiz" posted by Mayumi 1:13 PM Wednesday, September 10, 2003 i get wet sitting next to him. it's insane, really. He doesn't know this, and god, he never can. should this information somehow pass into his hands it could open up a pandora's box of public indecency and sick, secret sex. what the hell, it might be fun. no, it WOULD be fun. posted by Mayumi 8:38 PM |
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